Did it really only take 2 days good rest before I again got restless with my situation?  Locked in the house with no job or girlfriend to distract me, my own reality stunk my in the face. So I racked my brain over my never ending question “what’s next?”

Well I told myself, over the last 9 months of gallivanting around and having the “Time Of My Life,” I did actually learn a few things. Mostly things about myself and my relationship with my father, The Big Man Upstairs, as my new house mate calls Him.

I learned that the normal everyday just isn’t for me. In high school when people called me weird I went and hung out with the board game group bump up my self of steam. Well I’ve finally gotten over my complete lack of self confidence. And today I am happy to report that now as a person with self confidence (only because of Jesus) I still have issues, but I have Joy in the trials now. I embrace the weird, the impossible, the risky, and the crazy. I learned that long shots are my passion and big dreams are what beats my heart.

As I finished the pleasant distractions of moving in to a new place the people of my house and I had life changing conversations. Talks that decide the details of ones life and the reason ones going to wake up.

So I now have a plan, a big one that may be the next 2 years of my life. I’ll give you some hints…

Cameras
Internet
Concerts
Documentaries
Weddings

It involves all of these things, but no I’m not just going to be a tech nerd in his 20s.

JG